How can you see into my eyes like open doors?

Leading you down into my core

Where I've become so numb

Without a soul

My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up inside (save me)

Call my name and save me from the dark (wake me up)

Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up)

Before I come undone (save me)

Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without

You can't just leave me

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring (bring) me (me) to life

Wake me up inside (save me)

Call my name and save me from the dark (wake me up)

Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up)

Before I come undone (save me)

Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life

I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside

Bring me to life

Frozen (frozen) inside without your touch

Without your love, darling

Only (only) you are the life among the dead

All of this time, I can't believe I couldn't see

Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a thousand years, it seems

Got to open my eyes to everything

Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul

Don't let me die here

(There must be something more) bring me to life

Wake me up inside (save me)

Call my name and save me from the dark (wake me up)

Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up)

Before I come undone (save me)

Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life

I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside

Bring me to life

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

And you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me, I've been alone, I'm alone

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

You still have all of me ah, me ah, me ah

Now I will tell you what I've done for you

50 thousand tears I've cried

Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you

And you still won't hear me (going under)

Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself

Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)

Not tormented, daily defeated by you

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies

(So I don't know what's real)

So I don't know what's real and what's not

(Don't know what's real and what's not)

Always confusing the thoughts in my head (ooh)

So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm...

So go on and scream

Scream at me, I'm so far away (so far away)

I won't be broken again (again)

I've got to breathe, I can't keep going under

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm going under (going under)

Going under (drowning in you)

I'm going under

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside

Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without

Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow

Oh, but God I wanna let it go

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone

Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show

Never wanted it to be so cold

Just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me

Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside

Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without

Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow, oh

Don't wanna let it lay me down this time

Drown my will to fly

Here in the darkness I know myself

Can't break free until I let it go, let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all

Anything is better than to be alone

And in the end I guess I had to fall

Always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me

Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside

Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without

Lithium, in love with you

Oh, I'm gonna let it go

Perfect by nature

Icons of self indulgence

Just what we all need

More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be

Have you no shame don't you see me

You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now

Bow down and stare in wonder

Oh how we love you

No flaws when you're pretending

But now I know she

Never was and never will be

You don't know how you've betrayed me

And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask where will you hide

Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now

I know who you are

And I don't love you anymore

Never was and never will be

You don't know how you've betrayed me

And somehow you have everybody fooled

It never was and never will be

You're not real and you can't save me

Somehow now you're everybody's fool

I pull away to face the pain

I close my eyes and drift away

Over the fear that I will never find

A way to heal my soul

And I will wander 'til the end of time

Torn away from you

My heart is broken

Sweet sleep, my dark angel

Deliver us from sorrow's hold

Or from my hard heart

I can't go on living this way

But I can't go back the way I came

Shamed of this fear that I will never find

A way to heal my soul

And I will wander 'til the end of time

Half a life without you

My heart is broken

Sweet sleep, my dark angel

Deliver us, change, open your eyes to the light

I denied it all so long, oh so long

Say goodbye, goodbye

My heart is broken

Sweet sleep, my dark angel

Deliver us

My heart is broken

Sweet sleep, my dark angel

Deliver us

My heart is broken

Sweet sleep, my dark angel

Deliver us from sorrow's hold

Don't cry to me, if you loved me

You would be here with me

You want me, come find me

Make up your mind

Should I let you fall, lose it all

So maybe you can remember yourself?

Can't keep believing

We're only deceiving ourselves

And I'm sick of the lie

And you're too late

Don't cry to me, if you loved me

You would be here with me

You want me, come find me

Make up your mind

Couldn't take the blame, sick with shame

Must be exhausting to lose your own game, selfishly hated

No wonder you're jaded

You can't play the victim this time

And you're too late

So don't cry to me, if you loved me

You would be here with me

You want me, come find me

Make up your mind

You never call me when you're sober

You only want it 'cause it's over, it's over

How could I have burned paradise?

How could I?

You were never mine

So don't cry to me, if you loved me

You would be here with me

Don't lie to me, just get your things

I've made up your mind

Hold on to me love

You know I can't stay long

All I wanted to say was

I love you and I'm not afraid

Can you hear me?

Can you feel me in your arms

Holding my last breath

Safe inside myself

Are all my thoughts of you

Sweet raptured light,

It ends here tonight.

I'll miss the winter

A world of fragile things

Look for me in the white forest

Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)

I know you hear me,

I can taste it in your tears.

Holding my last breath

Safe inside myself

Are all my thoughts of you

Sweet raptured light,

It ends here tonight.

Closing your eyes to disappear

You pray your dreams will leave you here,

But still you wake and know the truth -

No one's there.

Say goodnight, don't be afraid

Calling me, calling me, as you fade to black.

Holding my last breath

(Don't be afraid) Safe inside myself

(Holding me) Are all my thoughts of you?

Sweet raptured light,

It ends here tonight.

Holding my last breath

Safe inside myself

Are all my thoughts of you?

Sweet raptured light,

It ends here tonight.

Holding my last breath

Playground school bell rings again

Rain clouds come to play again

Has no one told you she's not breathing?

Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to

Hello

If I smile and don't believe

Soon I know I'll wake from this dream

Don't try to fix me I'm not broken

Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide

Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping

Hello I'm still here

All that's left of yesterday

I tried to kill the pain

But only brought more (so much more)

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?

My God, my Tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my Tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side?

Or will you forget me?

I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?

My God, my Tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my Tourniquet

Return to me salvation

I want to die

My God, my Tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my Tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave

My soul cries for deliverance

Will I be denied Christ?

Tourniquet

My suicide

Return to me salvation

Return to me salvation

Long lost words whisper slowly to me

Still can't find what keeps me here

When all this time I've been so hollow inside

(I know you're still there)

Watching me, wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you, loving you

I won't let you pull me down

Hunting you I can smell you - alive

Your heart pounding in my head

Watching me, wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Saving me raping me

Watching me

I can feel you pull me down

(Fearing you, loving you)

I won't let you pull me down

Paper flowers

Paper flowers

I linger in the doorway

Of alarm clock screaming

Monsters calling my name

Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me

Where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story

In my field of paper flowers

And candy clouds of lullaby (Flowers)

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me (Flowers)

Don't say I'm out of touch

With this rampant chaos, your reality

I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge

The nightmare I build my own world to escape

In my field of paper flowers

And candy clouds of lullaby (Flowers)

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me (Flowers)

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming

Cannot cease for the fear of silent lies

Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming

The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers

And candy clouds of lullaby (Flowers)

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me (Flowers)

Paper flowers

Paper flowers

Catch me as I fall

Say you're here and it's all over now

Speaking to the atmosphere

No one's here and I fall into myself

This truth drives me into madness

I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away

If I will it all away

Don't turn away (don't give in to the pain)

Don't try to hide (though they're screaming your name)

Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them)

Don't turn out the light (never sleep, never die)

I'm frightened by what I see

But somehow I know that there's much more to come

Immobilized by my fear

And soon to be blinded by tears

I can stop the pain if I will it all away

If I will it all away

Don't turn away (don't give in to the pain)

Don't try to hide (though they're screaming your name)

Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them)

Don't turn out the light (never sleep, never die)

Fallen angels at my feet

Whispered voices at my ear

Death before my eyes

Lying next to me, I fear

She beckons me, shall I give in?

Upon my end, shall I begin

Forsaking all I've fallen for? I rise to meet the end

Don't turn away (don't give in to the pain)

Don't try to hide (though they're screaming your name)

Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them)

Don't turn out the light (never sleep, never die)

Don't turn away (don't give in to the pain)

Don't try to hide (though they're screaming your name)

Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them)

Don't turn out the light (never sleep, never die)

Don't turn away (don't give in to the pain)

Don't try to hide (though they're screaming your name)

Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them)

Don't turn out the light (never sleep, never die)

Servatis a periculum

Servatis a maleficum

Servatis a periculum

Servatis a maleficum

Servatis a periculum

Servatis a maleficum

Servatis a periculum

Servatis a maleficum

Servatis a periculum

Servatis a maleficum

Servatis a periculum

Servatis a maleficum

Servatis a periculum

Do what you, what you want

If you have a dream for better

Do what you, what you want

Til you don't want it anymore (remember who you really are)

Do what you, what you want

Your world's closing in on you now (it isn't over)

Stand and face the unknown (got to remember who you really are)

Every heart in my hands like a pale reflection

Hello, hello remember me?

I'm everything you can't control

Somewhere beyond the pain

There must be a way to believe we can break through

Do what you, what you want

You don't have to lay your life down (is it over?)

Do what you, what you want

Til you find what you're looking for (got to remember who you really are)

But every hour slipping by screams that I have failed you

Hello, hello remember me?

I'm everything you can't control

Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to believe

Hello, hello remember me?

I'm everything you can't control

Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to believe

There's still time, close your eyes

Only love will guide you home

Tear down the walls and free your soul

Til we crash we're forever spiraling down, down, down, down

Hello, hello, it's only me

Infecting everything you love

Somewhere beyond the pain

There must be a way to believe

Hello, hello remember me?

I'm everything you can't control

Somewhere beyond the pain

There must be a way to learn forgiveness

Hello, hello remember me?

I'm everything you can't control

Somewhere beyond the pain

There must be a way to believe we can break through

Remember who you really are

Do what you want, you want

Stop light, lock the door

Don't look back

Undress in the dark

And hide from you, all of you

You'll never know

The way your words have haunted me

I can't believe you'd ask these things of me

You don't know me now or never

You belong to me

My snow white queen

There's nowhere to run

So let's just get it over

Soon my love, you'll see

You're just like me

Don't scream anymore, my love

Cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream

Frozen fear

All your hands on me

I can't scream, I can't scream

I can't escape

The twisted way you think of me

I feel you in my dreams And I don't sleep (ever and ever)

I don't sleep

See you belong to me

My snow white queen

There's nowhere to run

So let's just get it over

Soon my love, you'll see

You're just like me

Don't scream anymore, my love

Cause all I want is you

Can't save your life

Though nothing I bleed for

Is more tormenting

I'm losing my mind

And you just stand there

And stare as my world divides

You belong to me

My snow white queen

There's nowhere to run

So let's just get it over

Soon my love, you'll see

You're just like me

Don't scream anymore, my love

Cause all I want is you

All I want is you

All I want is you

All I want is you

Forever and ever, ever and ever

Under your spell again

I can't say no to you

Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand

I can't say no to you

Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly

Now I can't let go of this dream

I can't breathe but I feel

Good enough

I feel good enough

For you

Drink up sweet decadence

I can't say no to you

And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind

I can't say no to you

Shouldn't let you conquer me completely

Now I can't let go of this dream

Can't believe that I feel

Good enough

I feel good enough

It's been such a long time coming

But I feel good

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall

Pour real life down on me

Cause I can't hold on

To anything this good enough

Am I good enough

For you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me

Cause I can't say no

I've been believing in something so distant

As if I was human

And I've been denying this feeling of hopelessness

In me, in me

All the promises I made just to let you down

You believed in me, but I'm broken

I have nothing left

And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time

And now, I'm lost in paradise

As much as I'd like the past not to exist

It still does

And as much as I'd like to feel like I belong here

I'm just as scared as you

I have nothing left

And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time

And now, I'm lost in paradise

Run away, run away

One day, we won't feel this pain anymore

Take it all the way, shadows of you

Cause they won't let me go

Til I have nothing left

And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time

And now, I'm lost in paradise

Alone and lost in paradise

It's too late to change your mind

Even though this fragile world is tearing apart at the seams

I can't wash these sins away

This sinking feeling everyday

I'm waking up in someone else's life

Is it so hard for you?

Cause it's so hard for me

To believe that what we dreamed could ever come to life again

Cause I cannot erase this lie

Not gonna let this day go by

I'm gonna save this wasted life and nothing can stand in my way

Not enough to say goodbye

Burn it 'til there's nothing left

I'm drowning in the mess that I have made

Is it so hard for you?

Cause it's so hard for me

To believe that what we dreamed could ever come to life again

Cause I cannot erase this darkness in me

The water's rising around us

There is no other way down

I only have myself to blame for it all

Is it so hard for you?

Cause it's so hard for me

To believe that what we dreamed could ever come to life again

If I could just erase my mind

But I cannot erase this lie

Stay low, soft, dark and dreamless

Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness

I hate me for breathing without you

I don't want to feel anymore for you

Grieving for you, I'm not grieving for you

Nothing real love can't undo

And though I may have lost my way

All paths lead straight to you

I long to be like you

Lie cold in the ground like you

Halo blinding wall between us

Melt away and leave us alone again

Humming haunted somewhere out there

I believe our love can see us through in death

I long to be like you

Lie cold in the ground like you

There's room inside for two

And I'm not grieving for you

I'm coming for you

You're not alone

No matter what they told you

You're not alone

I'll be right beside you forevermore

I long to be like you, sis

Lie cold in the ground like you did

There's room inside for two

And I'm not grieving for you

And as we lay in silent bliss

I know you remember me

I long to be like you

Lie cold in the ground like you

There's room inside for two

And I'm not grieving for you

I'm coming for you

It's true, we're all a little insane

But it's so clear

Now that I am unchained

Fear is only in our minds

Taking over all the time

Fear is only in our minds

But it's taking over all the time

You poor sweet innocent thing

Dry your eyes and testify

You know you live to break me

Don't deny, sweet sacrifice

One day, I'm gonna forget your name

And one sweet day

You're gonna drown in my lost pain

Fear is only in our minds

Taking over all the time

Fear is only in our minds

But it's taking over all the time

You poor, sweet, innocent thing

Dry your eyes and testify

And oh, you love to hate me

Don't you, honey?

I'm your sacrifice (I dream in darkness)

(I sleep to die)

(Erase the silence)

(Erase my life)

Do you wonder why you hate? (Our burning ashes blacken the day)

Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? (A world of nothingness, blow me away)

You poor, sweet, innocent thing

Dry your eyes and testify

You know you live to break me

Don't deny, sweet sacrifice