Sittin' on the counter in your kitchen

Can you hear my heartbeat fucking kickin'?

Your eyes light up 'cause you best believe that I got something up my sleeve

I walk my talk, no time for wishful thinking

I push up on my toes, you call me "sweet thing"

And breathing down your neck, your body screaming

And you thought that you were the boss tonight, but I can put up one good fight

I flip the script like I can take a beating

And when you start to feel the rush

A crimson headache, aching blush

And you surrender to the touch, you'll know

I can put on a show, I can put on a show

Don't you see what you're finding?

This is heaven in hiding, oh

And when you start to look at me, a physical fatality

And you surrender to the heat, you'll know

I can put on a show, I can put on a show

Don't you see what you're finding?

This is heaven in hiding

This is heaven in hiding, oh

Sitting on the concrete in your basement

But I don't have no time for conversation

Said, "this ain't what you usually do, and a girl like me is new for you"

And I can tell you mean it 'cause you're shaking

And when you start to feel the rush

A crimson headache, aching blush

And you surrender to the touch, you'll know

I can put on a show, I can put on a show

Don't you see what you're finding?

This is heaven in hiding, oh

And when you start to look at me, a physical fatality

And you surrender to the heat, you'll know

I can put on a show, I can put on a show

Don't you see what you're finding?

This is heaven in hiding

This is heaven in hiding, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh (ooh)

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

And when you start to feel the rush

A crimson headache, aching blush

And you surrender to the touch, you'll know

I can put on a show, I can put on a show

Don't you see what you're finding?

This is heaven in hiding, oh

And when you start to look at me, a physical fatality

And you surrender to the heat, you'll know

I can put on a show, I can put on a show

Don't you see what you're finding?

This is heaven in hiding

This is heaven in hiding

This is heaven in hiding, oh

Oh, this is heaven in hiding

This is heaven in hiding

Cause I'm heaven in hiding

If I

If I

Said he tried to phone me

But I never have time

He said that I never listen

But I don't even try

I got a new place in Cali

But I'm gone every night

So I fill it with strangers

So they keep on the light

She said she told you she knows me

But the face isn't right

She asked if I recognized her

And I told her I might

See, everywhere I go

I got a million different people tryna kick it

But I'm still alone in my mind

I know you're dying to meet me

But I can just tell you this

Baby, as soon as you meet me

You'll wish that you never did

(You'll wish that you never did)

I stayed a night out in Paris

Where they don't know my name

And I got into some trouble

With that drink in my veins

I got a problem with parties

Cause it's loud in my brain

And I can never say sorry

Cause I won't take the blame

I know I always go missing

And you're lying awake

But if you ask why I'm distant

Oh, I'm runnin' away

You know that everywhere I go

I got a million different people tryna kick it

But I'm still alone in my mind

I know you're dying to meet me

But I can just tell you this

Baby, as soon as you meet me

You'll wish that you never did

(You'll wish that you never did)

I, I know you wanna

I, I know you wanna

I, I know you wanna

Slip under my armor

I, I know you wanna

I, I know you wanna

I, I know you wanna

Slip under my armor

See, everywhere I go

I got a million different people tryna hit it

But I'm still alone in my mind

I know you're dying to meet me

But I can just tell you this

Baby, as soon as you meet me

You'll wish that you never did

(You'll wish that you never did)

Yeah, yeah

You'll wish that you never did

(I know you wanna slip under my armor)

Oh

(I know you wanna, I, I know you wanna)

You'll wish that you never did

How can Midas put his hands on me again?

He said "one day I'd realize why I don't have any friends"

I find myself alone at night

Unless I'm havin' sex

But he can make me golden if I just showed some respect

But I don't let him touch me anymore

I said "I'm not something to butter up

And taste when you get bored

Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors

To find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door"

He said "please don't go away"

He said "please don't go away"

I said "it's too late"

I said "it's too late"

He said "please don't go away"

He said "please don't go away"

I said "it's too late"

I said "it's too late"

And now I can't stop thinking that I can't stop thinking

That I almost gave you everything

And now the whole thing's finished and I can't stop wishing

That I never gave you anything

You wrote 100 letters just for me

And I find them in my closet in the pockets of my jeans

Now I'm constantly reminded of the time I was 19

Every single one's forgotten in a laundromat machine

But I don't let him touch me anymore

I said "I'm not something to butter up

And taste when you get bored

Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors

To find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door"

He said "please don't go away"

He said "please don't go away"

I said "it's too late"

I said "it's too late"

He said "please don't go away"

He said "please don't go away"

I said "it's too late"

I said "it's too late"

And now I can't stop thinking that I can't stop thinking

That I almost gave you everything

And now the whole thing's finished and I can't stop wishing

That I never gave you anything

And then I can't stop thinking that I can't stop thinking

That I almost gave you everything (I said it's too late)

And now the whole thing's finished and I can't stop wishing

That I never gave you anything

He said "please don't go away"

He said "please don't go away"

I said "it's too late"

I said "it's too late"

He said "please don't go away"

He said "please don't go away"

I said "it's too late"

I said "it's too late"

Got a boy back home in Michigan

And it tastes like Jack when I'm kissing him

So I told him that I never really liked his friends

Now he's gone and he's calling me a bitch again

There's a guy that lives in a garden state

And he told me that we make it 'til we graduate

So I told him that the music would be worth the wait

But he wants me in the kitchen with a dinner plate

I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe

That we're meant to be

But jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy

Get the best of me

Look, I don't mean to frustrate, but I

Always make the same mistakes, yeah I

Always make the same mistakes 'cause

I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)

But you can't blame me for tryin'

You know I'd be lyin' sayin'

You were the one (ooh-ooh)

That could finally fix me

Lookin' at my history

I'm bad at love

Got a girl with California eyes

And I thought that she could really be the one this time

But I never got the chance to make her mine

Because she fell in love with little thin white lines

London girl with an attitude

We never told no one but we look so cute

Both got way better things to do

But I always think about it when I'm riding through

I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe

That I'm in too deep

And jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy

Get the best in me

Look, I don't mean to frustrate, but I

Always make the same mistakes, yeah I

Always make the same mistakes 'cause

I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)

But you can't blame me for tryin'

You know I'd be lyin' sayin'

You were the one (ooh-ooh)

That could finally fix me

Lookin' at my history

I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)

Oh, you know, you know, you know, you know (ooh)

I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)

I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)

I know that you're afraid

I'm gonna walk away

Each time the feeling fades

Each time the feeling fades

I know that you're afraid

I'm gonna walk away

Each time the feeling fades

You know I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)

But you can't blame me for tryin'

You know I'd be lyin' sayin'

You were the one (ooh-ooh)

That could finally fix me

Lookin' at my history

I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)

Oh, you know, you know, you know, you know (ooh)

I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)

Oh, oh

Been about three days and I'm comin' back

I'm about four minutes from a heart attack

And I think you make me a maniac

But you don't know, oh

Two years and we in between

But we both been here since we seventeen

Here we go, fist fight in a limousine

But they don't know

And we both hope there's something

But we bo-both keep fronting

And it's a closed discussion

And I'm thinking, damn, if these walls could talk

Well, they'd be like

(Oh-oh-oh)

Shit is crazy right?

(Oh-oh-oh)

That ain't your baby no more

Been about two weeks since you went away

I'm about halfway through a Cabernet

There I go, I'm wastin' a Saturday

Sittin' at home

Told my new roommate not to let you in

But you're so damn good with a bobby pin

Now you gon' play me like a violin

Hittin' these notes

And we both hope there's something

But we bo-both keep fronting

And it's a closed discussion

And I'm thinking, damn, if these walls could talk

Well, they'd be like

(Oh-oh-oh)

Shit is crazy right?

(Oh-oh-oh)

That ain't your baby no more

(Oh-oh-oh)

Hey!

(Oh-oh-oh)

No more

(Oh-oh-oh)

That ain't your baby no more

I woke up to another mess in the living room

Broken bottles all around my feet

They came again in the night under crescent moon

Didn't wake me in my sleep

Cause they talk and drink and laugh 'bout things

And fall in love in my backyard

I hide and cower in the corner

Conversation's getting hard

Cause nobody seems to ask about me any more

And nobody seems to care 'bout anything, I think

And nobody seems to recognize me in the crowd

In the background, screaming "everybody, look at me"

And I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire

And I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire

I'm standing in the ashes of who I used to be

And I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire

You know, I used to be on fire

You know, I used to be on fire, fire

I used to be a darling starlet like a centrepiece

Had the whole world wrapped around my ring

I flew too closely to the sun that's setting in the East

And now I'm melting from my wings

Cause I'd talk and drink and laugh 'bout things

And fall in love, in my backyard

Now it's my own anxiety that makes the conversation hard

Cause nobody seems to ask about me any more

And nobody ever cares 'bout anything, I think

And nobody seems to recognize me in the crowd

In the background, screaming, "everybody, look at me"

And I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire

And I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire

I'm standing in the ashes of who I used to be

But I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire

You know, I used to be on fire

You know, I used to be on fire

Well, I used to be on fire

You know, I used to be on fire

You know, I used to be on fire

You know, I used to be on fire, fire

I've missed your calls for months it seems

Don't realise how mean I can be

Cause I can sometimes treat the people

That I love like jewelry

Cause I can change my mind each day

I didn't mean to try you on

But I still know your birthday

And your mother's favorite song

So I'm sorry to my unknown lover

Sorry that I can't believe

That anybody ever really

Starts to fall in love with me

Sorry to my unknown lover

Sorry I could be so blind

Didn't mean to leave you

And all of the things that we had behind

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

I run away when things are good

And never really understood

The way you laid your eyes on me

In ways that no one ever could

And so it seems I broke your heart

My ignorance has struck again

I failed to see it from the start

And tore you open 'til the end

And I'm sorry to my unknown lover

Sorry that I can't believe

That anybody ever really

Starts to fall in love with me

Sorry to my unknown lover

Sorry I could be so blind

Didn't mean to leave you

And all of the things that we had behind

And someone will love you

Someone will love you

Someone will love you

But someone isn't me

Someone will love you

Someone will love you

Someone will love you

But someone isn't me

Sorry to my unknown lover

Sorry that I can't believe

That anybody ever really

Starts to fall in love with me

Sorry to my unknown lover

Sorry I could be so blind

Didn't mean to leave you

And all of the things that we had behind

And someone will love you

Someone will love you

Someone will love you

But someone isn't me

And someone will love you

Someone will love you

Someone will love you

But someone isn't me

Breakfast is cold, as cold as our bed

I'm watching you choke down the words that you said

I watch you devour, mistake me for bread

Well boy, is you fed?

Or are you misled?

I gave you the messiest head

You give me the messiest head

Oh, you turning red

Cause I'm tryna' give the impression that I get the message you wish I was dead

See you 'bouta break a sweat

I, I, I

I won't let us finish yet

I, I, I

Please don't take this as a threat

I, I, I

All I'm saying is if you don't love me no more then

Lie, lie

Lie, lie

I heard what you said

(Heard what she said)

You talk about your head game

(Oh)

I know that it's fire flame

(Fire)

Your mouth make a hurricane

(Splash)

You notice that we in love

(Love)

There's something we cannot change

(No)

It's the plans we should arrange

(Plans)

Treat her right and she won't complain

(Yeah)

Bring back the title

(Bring back)

She tall like the Eiffel

(Yeah)

Got no one to lie to

(No)

There's no need to lie, no more

(Eh)

Bring me a trial

(Bring)

Every move's vital

What you gon' die for

When every day you told lies, alright

Lie, lie

Lie, lie

Lie, lie

Lie, lie

Boy, you make it look so easy

Promise that I'm gonna call you back in five

Sorry, baby girl, but I can't tonight, oh

Boy, you make it look so simple, mm

Yeah, I've known that girl for like my whole life

Back in my hotel, and I'm alone inside, oh

Cause you know the truth hurts

But secrets kill

Can't help thinking that I love it still

Still here, there must be something real

Cause you know the good die young

But so did this

And so it must be better than I think it is

Gimme those eyes, it's easy to forgive

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

You and all your friends all hate me, oh

Thinking that you're better when I'm not around

Hear me on the radio and turn it down, oh

I can't help the way you made me

Hope that she believin' in the truth you found

Thinking that you want us 'cause I can't find out, oh

Cause you know the truth hurts

But secrets kill

Can't help thinking that I love it still

Still here, there must be something real

Cause you know the good die young

But so did this

And so it must be better than I think it is

Gimme those eyes, it's easy to forgive

Oh, oh, oh

I hope hopeless

Changes over time

I hope hopeless

Changes over time

I hope hopeless

Changes over time

You said I

Would've hit the ceiling

You said I

You said I

Should eat my feelings

Head held high

I won't take anyone down if I crawl tonight

But I still let everyone down when I change in size

And I went tumbling down tryna reach your high

But I scream too loud if I speak my mind

I don't wanna wake it up

I don't wanna wake it up

I don't wanna wake it up

The devil in me

I don't wanna wake it up

I don't wanna wake it up

I don't wanna wake it up

The devil in me

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, come back to life

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, come back to life

You said I'm

Too much to handle

You said I

Shine too bright

I burnt the candle

Flew too high

I won't take anyone down if I crawl tonight

But I still let everyone down when I change in size

And I went tumbling down tryna reach your high

But I scream too loud when I speak my mind

I don't wanna wake it up

I don't wanna wake it up

I don't wanna wake it up

The devil in me

I don't wanna wake it up

I don't wanna wake it up

I don't wanna wake it up

The devil in me

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, come back to life

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, come back to life

Now I gotta wake it up

Now I gotta wake it up

Now I gotta wake it up

The devil in me

Now I gotta wake it up

Now I gotta wake it up

Now I gotta wake it up

The devil in me

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, come back to life

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up

Gotta wake up, come back to life

Alone out in Saint-Tropez

Lookin' as fine as a damn Monet

Tryna hydrate on Perrier

Everybody thirsty, drinks on me

When I'm out, clothes on lay away

Tryna take back what you say to me

I don't give a damn what you say to me

There ain't no time for games with me

I'm moving on, I'm getting paid

I'm on my own, I had some space to deal with it

I'm moving on, it's getting late

Go and grab someone and find a place to deal with it

Yeah, don't even try

Can't fuck up my vibe

Double cuppin' in the ride

Motherfucker, don't play with me

Motherfucker, don't play with me

Motherfucker, don't play with me

Motherfucker, don't play with me

Runnin' lines like a marathon

Got it all white like Parmesan

I am not the type to be out past dawn

Tomorrow got a flight headed to Taiwan

Now you know where the bottle gone

Drippin' so wet with the Pérignon

I am not the type to admit I'm on

How could I lie when we sip so strong?

I'm moving on, I'm getting paid

I'm on my own, I had some space to deal with it

I'm moving on, it's getting late

Go and grab someone and find a place to deal with it

Yeah, don't even try

Can't fuck up my vibe

Double cuppin' in the ride

Motherfucker, don't play with me

Motherfucker, don't play with me

Motherfucker, don't play with me

Motherfucker, don't play with me

Play, play, play, play

Play, play, play, play

Play, play, play, play

Play, play, play, play

Play, play, play, play

Play, play, play, play

Play, play, play, play (women, don't play no games)

Play, play, play, play (women, don't play no games)

Play, play, play, play (women, don't play no games)

Play, play, play, play (women, don't play no games)

Play, play, play, play (women, don't play no games)

Play, play, play, play (women, don't play no games)

Women

They told me once, "there's a place where love conquers all"

A city with the streets full of milk and honey

I haven't found it yet, but I'm still searching

All I know is a hopeless place that flows with the blood of my kin

Perhaps hopeless isn't a place

Nothing but a state of mind

They told me once, "don't trust the moon, she's always changing"

The shores bend and break for her

And she begs to be loved

But nothing here is as it seems

Sun is coming up oh, why, oh, why, oh, why

Sun is coming up oh, why, oh, why, oh, why

Sun is coming up oh, why, oh, why, oh, why

Sun is coming up oh, why, oh, why, oh, why

Sun is coming up oh, why, oh, why, oh, why

Sun is coming up oh, why, oh, why, oh, why

Sun is coming up oh, why, oh, why, oh, why

Two households, both alike in dignity

In fair Verona, where we lay our scene

From ancient grudge break to new mutiny

Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean

From forth the fatal loins of these two foes

A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life

Whose misadventured piteous overthrows

Do with their death bury their parents' strife

The fearful passage of their death-mark'd love

And the continuance of their parents' rage

Which, but their children's end, nought could remove

Is now the two hours' traffic of our stage

The which if you with patient ears attend

What here shall miss, our toil shall strive to mend

I am a child of a

Money hungry, prideful country

Grass is green and it's always sunny

Hands so bloody, tastes like honey

I'm finding it hard to leave

I am a child of a

Money hungry, prideful country

Grass is green and it's always sunny

Hands so bloody, tastes like honey

I'm finding it hard to leave

She doesn't kiss me on the mouth any more

Cause it's more intimate, than she thinks we should get

She doesn't look me in the eyes any more

Too scared of what she'll see, somebody holdin' me

When I wake up all alone

And I'm thinking of your skin

I remember, I remember what you told me

Said that we're not lovers, we're just strangers

With the same damn hunger

To be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all

We're not lovers, we're just strangers

With the same damn hunger

To be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all

She doesn't call me on the phone any more

She's never listening, she says it's innocent

She doesn't let me have control any more

I must've crossed a line, I must've lost my mind

When I wake up all alone

And I'm thinking of your skin

I remember, I remember what you told me

Said that we're not lovers, we're just strangers

With the same damn hunger

To be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all

We're not lovers, we're just strangers

With the same damn hunger

To be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all

I miss the mornings with you laying in my bed

I miss the memories replaying in my head

I miss the thought of a forever, you and me

But all you're missing is my body, oh

Said we're not lovers (we're not lovers)

Cause we're just strangers

With the same damn hunger

To be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all

We're not lovers, we're just strangers

With the same damn hunger

To be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all (anything)

To feel anything at all

To feel anything at all

(You lost it)

(You lost it)

(You lost it)

I, I know where to lay

I know what to say

It's all the same

And I, I know how to play

I know this game

It's all the same

Now if I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you

But he'll never stay, they never do

Now if I keep my eyes closed he feels just like you

But you've been replaced

I'm face to face with someone new

Would've gave it all for you, cared for you

So tell me where I went wrong

Would've gave it all for you, cared for you

(My lover, my liar)

Would've trade it all for you, there for you

So tell me how to move on

Would've trade it all for you, cared for you

(My lover, my liar)

Now if I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you

But he'll never stay, they never do

Now if I keep my eyes closed he feels just like you

But you've been replaced

I'm face to face with someone new

They don't realize that I'm thinking about you

It's nothing new, it's nothing new

Now if I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you

But he'll never stay, they never do

Now if I keep my eyes closed he feels just like you

But you've been replaced

I'm face to face with someone new

Cross my heart, hope to die

To my lover, I'd never lie

He said "be true, " I swear I'll try

In the end, it's him and I

He's out his head, I'm out my mind

We got that love, the crazy kind

I am his, and he is mine

In the end, it's him and I, him and I

My '65 speeding up the PCH, a hell of a ride

They don't wanna see us make it, they just wanna divide

2017 Bonnie and Clyde

Wouldn't see the point of living on if one of us died, yeah

Got that kind of style everybody try to rip off

YSL dress under when she takes the mink off

Silk on her body, pull it down and watch it slip off

Ever catch me cheating, she would try to cut my (ha-ha-ha)

Crazy, but I love her, I could never run from her

Hit it, no rubber never would let no one touch her

Swear we drive each other, mad, she be so stubborn

But, what the fuck is love with no pain, no suffer

Intense, this shit, it gets dense

She knows when I'm out of it like she could just sense

If I had a million dollars or was down to ten cents

She'd be down for whatever, never gotta convince (you know?)

Cross my heart, hope to die

To my lover, I'd never lie (I love you baby)

He said "be true, " I swear I'll try

In the end, it's him and I

He's out his head, I'm out my mind

We got that love; the crazy kind

I am his, and he is mine

In the end, it's him and I

Him and I

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

In the end, it's him and I

Him and I

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

In the end, it's him and I

It's her and I, mobbin' 'til the end of time

Only one who gets me, I'm a crazy fuckin' Gemini

Remember this for when I die

Everybody dressed in all black, suits and a tie

My funeral will be lit if I-

Ever go down or get caught, or they identify

My bitch was the most solid, nothing to solidify

She would never cheat, you'd never see her with a different guy

Ever tell you different, then it's a lie

See, that's my down bitch, see that's my soldier

She keeps that thang-thang if anyone goes there

Calm and collected, she keeps her composure

And she gon' ride for me until this thing over

We do drugs together (together), fuck up clubs together (together)

And we'd both go crazy (crazy) if we was to sever

You know? We keep mobbin', it's just me and my bitch

Fuck the world, we just gon' keep getting rich, you know?

Cross my heart, hope to die

To my lover, I'd never lie

He said "be true, " I swear I'll try

In the end, it's him and I

He's out his head, I'm out my mind

We got that love; the crazy kind

I am his, and he is mine

In the end, it's him and I

Him and I

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

In the end, it's him and I

Him and I

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

In the end, it's him and I

Cross my heart, hope to die

To you, I've never lied

For you, I'd take a life

It's him and I, and I swear (ayy)

Til the end I'ma ride wit' you

Mob and get money, get high wit' you, yeah (ayy)

Cross my heart, hope to die

This is our ride or die

You can confide in me

There is no hiding, I swear

Stay solid, never lie to you

Swear, most likely I'ma die wit' you, yeah

Cross my heart, hope to die

To my lover, I'd never lie

He said "be true, " I swear I'll try

In the end, it's him and I

He's out his head, I'm out my mind

We got that love, the crazy kind

I am his, and he is mine

In the end, it's him and I

Him and I

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

In the end, it's him and I

Him and I

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

In the end, it's him and I

Are you insane like me?

Been in pain like me?

Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me?

Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me?

Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?

Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?

Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?

Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me?

Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?

And all the people say

You can't wake up, this is not a dream

You're part of a machine, you are not a human being

With your face all made up, living on a screen

Low on self-esteem, so you run on gasoline

I think there's a flaw in my code

(Oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh, oh)

These voices won't leave me alone

Well, my heart is gold and my hands are cold

Are you deranged like me?

Are you strange like me?

Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me?

Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?

Pointing fingers 'cause you'll never take the blame like me?

And all the people say

You can't wake up, this is not a dream

You're part of a machine, you are not a human being

With your face all made up, living on a screen

Low on self-esteem, so you run on gasoline

I think there's a flaw in my code

(Oh, ooh-oh, ooh-oh, oh)

These voices won't leave me alone

Well, my heart is gold and my hands are cold

They send me away to find them a fortune

A chest filled with diamonds and gold

The house was awake, the shadows and monsters

The hallways, they echoed and groaned

I sat alone, in bed till the morning

I'm crying, "They're coming for me"

And I tried to hold these secrets inside me

My mind's like a deadly disease

I'm bigger than my body

I'm colder than this home

I'm meaner than my demons

I'm bigger than these bones

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"

I can't help this awful energy

God damn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?

I paced around for hours on empty

I jumped at the slightest of sounds

And I couldn't stand the person inside me

I turned all the mirrors around

I'm bigger than my body

I'm colder than this home

I'm meaner than my demons

I'm bigger than these bones

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"

I can't help this awful energy

God damn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?

I'm well acquainted with villains that live in my head

They beg me to write them so they'll never die when I'm dead

And I've grown familiar with villains that live in my head

They beg me to write them so I'll never die when I'm dead

I'm bigger than my body

I'm colder than this home

I'm meaner than my demons

I'm bigger than these bones

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"

I can't help this awful energy

God damn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"

I can't help this awful energy

God damn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?

If I

If I

Said he tried to phone me

But I never have time

He said that I never listen

But I don't even try

I got a new place in Cali

But I'm gone every night

So I fill it with strangers

So they keep on the light

She said she told you she knows me

But the face isn't right

She asked if I recognized her

And I told her I might

See, everywhere I go

I got a million different people tryna kick it

But I'm still alone in my mind

I know you're dying to meet me

But I can just tell you this

Baby, as soon as you meet me

You'll wish that you never did

(You'll wish that you never did)

I stayed a night out in Paris

Where they don't know my name

And I got into some trouble

With that drink in my veins

I got a problem with parties

Cause it's loud in my brain

And I can never say sorry

Cause I won't take the blame

I know I always go missing

And you're lying awake

But if you ask why I'm distant

Oh, I'm runnin' away

You know that everywhere I go

I got a million different people tryna kick it

But I'm still alone in my mind

I know you're dying to meet me

But I can just tell you this

Baby, as soon as you meet me

You'll wish that you never did

(You'll wish that you never did)

I, I know you wanna

I, I know you wanna

I, I know you wanna

Slip under my armor

I, I know you wanna

I, I know you wanna

I, I know you wanna

Slip under my armor

See, everywhere I go

I got a million different people tryna hit it

But I'm still alone in my mind

I know you're dying to meet me

But I can just tell you this

Baby, as soon as you meet me

You'll wish that you never did

(You'll wish that you never did)

Yeah, yeah

You'll wish that you never did

(I know you wanna slip under my armor)

Oh

(I know you wanna, I, I know you wanna)

You'll wish that you never did

Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so

You said your mother only smiled on her TV show

You're only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope

I hope you make it to the day you're 28 years old

You're dripping like a saturated sunrise

You're spilling like an overflowing sink

You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece

And now you're tearing through the pages and the ink

Everything is blue

His pills, his hands, his jeans

And now I'm covered in the colors

Pulled apart at the seams

And it's blue

And it's blue

Everything is grey

His hair, his smoke, his dreams

And now he's so devoid of color

He don't know what it means

And he's blue

And he's blue

You were a vision in the morning

When the light came through

I know I've only felt religion when I've lied with you

You said you'll never be forgiven 'til your boys are too

And I'm still waking every morning but it's not with you

You're dripping like a saturated sunrise

You're spilling like an overflowing sink

You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece

And now you're tearing through the pages and the ink

Everything is blue

His pills, his hands, his jeans

And now I'm covered in the colors

Pulled apart at the seams

And it's blue

And it's blue

Everything is grey

His hair, his smoke, his dreams

And now he's so devoid of color

He don't know what it means

And he's blue

And he's blue

You were red and you liked me 'cause I was blue

But you touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky

And you decided purple just wasn't for you

Everything is blue

His pills, his hands, his jeans

And now I'm covered in the colors

Pulled apart at the seams

And it's blue

And it's blue

Everything is grey

His hair, his smoke, his dreams

And now he's so devoid of color

He don't know what it means

And he's blue

And he's blue

Everything is blue

Everything is blue

Everything is blue

Everything is blue

You were dancing in your tube socks in our hotel room

Flashing those eyes like highway signs

Light one up and hand it over, rest your head upon my shoulder

I just wanna feel your lips against my skin

White sheets, bright lights, crooked teeth, and the night life

You told me this is right where it begins

But your lips hang heavy underneath me

And I promised myself I wouldn't let you complete me

I'm trying not to let it show, that I don't want to let this go

Is there somewhere you can meet me?

Cause I clutched your arms like stairway railings

And you clutched my brain and eased my ailing

You're writing lines about me; romantic poetry

Your girl's got red in her cheeks, 'cause we're something she can't see

And I try to refrain but you're stuck in my brain

And all I do is cry and complain because second's not the same

I'm sorry but I fell in love tonight

I didn't mean to fall in love tonight

You're looking like you fell in love tonight

Could we pretend that we're in love?

I'm sorry but I fell in love tonight

I didn't mean to fall in love tonight

You're looking like you fell in love tonight

Could we pretend that we're in love?

Found you when your heart was broke

I filled your cup until it overflowed

Took it so far to keep you close (keep you close)

I was afraid to leave you on your own

I said I'd catch you if you fall

And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all)

And then I got you off your knees

Put you right back on your feet

Just so you could take advantage of me

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there

Feeling so high but too far away to hold me

You know I'm the one who put you up there

Name in the sky

Does it ever get lonely?

Thinking you could live without me

Thinking you could live without me

Baby, I'm the one who put you up there

I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)

Thinking you could live without me

Live without me

Baby, I'm the one who put you up there

I don't know why (I don't know why, yeah yeah)

Gave love 'bout a hundred tries (hundred tries)

Just running from the demons in your mind

Then I took yours and made 'em mine (made 'em mine)

I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind

Said I'd catch you if you fall (fall)

And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all)

And then I got you off your knees

Put you right back on your feet

Just so you can take advantage of me

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there

Feeling so high but too far away to hold me

You know I'm the one who put you up there

Name in the sky

Does it ever get lonely?

Thinking you could live without me

Thinking you could live without me

Baby, I'm the one who put you up there

I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)

Thinking you could live without me

Live without me

Baby, I'm the one who put you up there

I don't know why, yeah

You don't have to say just what you did

I already know (I know)

I had to go and find out from them

So tell me how's it feel (oh-woah)

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there

Feeling so high but too far away to hold me

You know I'm the one who put you up there

Name in the sky

Does it ever get lonely?

Thinking you could live without me

Thinking you could live without me

Baby, I'm the one who put you up there

I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)

Now I lay me down to sleep

I pray the Lord my soul to keep

If I shall die before I 'wake

I pray the Lord my soul to take

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I've tasted blood and it is sweet

I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet

I've trusted lies and trusted men

Broke down and put myself back together again

Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters

Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger

I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers

And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors

Come on, little lady, give us a smile

No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about

I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for

A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night

That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night

No, I won't smile, but I'll show you my teeth

And I'ma let you speak if you just let me breathe

I've been polite, but won't be caught dead

Lettin' a man tell me what I should do in my bed

Keep my exes in check in my basement

Cause kindness is weakness, or worse, you're complacent

I could play nice or I could be a bully

I'm tired and angry, but somebody should be

Come on, little lady, give us a smile

No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about

I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for

A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware

But I'd rather be a real nightmare than die unaware, yeah

Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware

But I'm glad to be a real nightmare, so save me your prayers

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night

That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night

It's crazy when

The thing you love the most is the detriment

Let that sink in

You can think again

When the hand you wanna hold is a weapon and

You're nothin' but skin

Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper

I won't stop 'til I get where you are

I keep running, I keep running, I keep running

They say I may be making a mistake

I would've followed all the way, no matter how far

I know when you go down all your darkest roads

I would've followed all the way to the graveyard

Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper

I won't stop 'til I get where you are

I keep running when both my feet hurt

I won't stop 'til I get where you are

Oh, when you go down all your darkest roads

I would've followed all the way to the graveyard (no, oh)

You look at me (look at me)

With eyes so dark, don't know how you even see

You push right through me (push right through me)

It's gettin' real

You lock the door, you're drunk at the steering wheel

And I can't conceal

Oh, 'cause I've been diggin' myself down deeper

I won't stop 'til I get where you are

I keep running, I keep running, I keep running

They say I may be making a mistake

I would've followed all the way, no matter how far

I know when you go down all your darkest roads

I would've followed all the way to the graveyard

Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper

I won't stop 'til I get where you are

I keep running when both my feet hurt

I won't stop 'til I get where you are

Oh, when you go down all your darkest roads

I would've followed all the way to the graveyard

Oh, it's funny how

The warning signs can feel like they're butterflies

Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper

I won't stop 'til I get where you are

I keep running when both my feet hurt

I won't stop 'til I get where you are

Oh, when you go down all your darkest roads

I would've followed all the way to the graveyard

I'd like to tell you that my sky's not blue, it's violent rain

And in my world, the people on the street don't know my name

In my world, I'm seven feet tall

And the boys always call, and the girls do too

Because in my world, I'm constantly, constantly havin' a breakthrough (hmm)

Or a breakdown, or a blackout

Would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony?

Cause I don't need anyone, I don't need anyone

I just need everyone and then some

I don't need anyone, I don't need anyone

I just need everyone and then some

Wish I could see what it's like to be the blood in my veins

Do the insides of all of my fingers still look the same?

And can you feel it too, when I am touchin' you?

And when my hair stands on ends, it's saluting you

The blush in your cheeks says that you bleed like me

And the 808 beat sends your heart to your feet

Left my shoes in the street so you'd carry me

Through a breakdown

Through a breakdown or a blackout

Would you make out with me on the floor of the mezzanine?

Cause I don't need anyone, I don't need anyone

I just need everyone and then some

I don't need anyone, I don't need anyone

I just need everyone and then some

My face is full of spiderwebs, all tender yellow blue

And still with one eye open, well, all I see is you

I left my daydreams at the gate because I just can't take 'em too

Know my heart still has a suitcase, but I still can't take it through

I don't need anyone, I don't need anyone

I just need everyone and then some

I don't need anyone, I don't need anyone

I just need everyone and then some

I don't need anyone, I don't need anyone

I just need everyone and then some

Oh-mmm, oh-mmm, yeah

Your eyes, so crisp, so green

Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet

You got hips like Jagger and two left feet

And I wonder if you'd like to meet

Your voice is velvet through a telephone

You can come to mine, but both my roommates are home

Think I know a bar where they would leave us alone

And I wonder if you'd take it slow

Oh, we're dancin' in my livin' room

And up come my fists

And I say I'm only playing, but

The truth is this

That I've never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss

And I'm terrified, but I can't resist

And I said

Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms and I know

That beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong

And I hope

Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms

But I think it's finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe

For me to fall

Oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh

I grab your hand and then we run to the car

Singin' in the street and playin' air guitar

Stuck between my teeth just like a candy bar

And I wonder if it goes too far to say

I've never recognized a purer face

You stopped me in my tracks and put me right in my place

Used to think that lovin' meant a painful chase

But you're right here now and I think you'll stay

Oh, we're dancin' in my livin' room

And up come my fists

And I say, I'm only playing, but

The truth is this

I've never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss

And I'm terrified, but the truth is this

I said

Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms and I know

That beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong

And I hope

Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms

And I think it's finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe

For me to fall

Oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh

Yeah, I think it's finally, finally, finally, finally

I've been trying all my life

To separate the time

In between the having it all

And giving it up, yeah

Ey, 내 머릿속엔 파란색만 가득한 이 방황

자기혐오들과 자만이 내 마음속에 살아

꿈이 가득한 난 자라 모든 꿈을 이뤘건만

꿈은 꿈으로만 간직하는 게

더 낫지라는 생각을

동시에 하며 살아가고 있지

내 도약은 추락이 아니기를

너의 신념 노력 믿음 욕심들은

추악이 아님임을 믿어 ey

해가 뜨기 전 새벽은 무엇보다 어둡지만

네가 바란 별들은 어둠 속에서만

뜬다는 걸 절대 잊지 마

I been trying all my life

To separate the time

In between the having it all

And giving it up, yeah (Hey)

I wonder what's in store

If I don't love it anymore (Hey)

Step between the having it all

And giving it up, yeah (Hey)

가끔은 내가 걷고 있는 게 맞는지

하염없이 터널 끝을 향해 달리면

뭐가 또 있을런지

맞긴 한지 내가 바라던 미래와는

솔직히 다른 거지

상관없지 이제는 생존의 문제

어찌 됐든 상관없지 yeah, yeah

네가 바란 것들과는 다를지 몰라 (몰라)

네가 살아가는 것도 사랑하는 것도 변할지 몰라 (몰라)

That's true (That's true, that's true)

Yeah, so, are you gonna move?

꾸물거리기엔 우린 아직 젊고 어려 부딪혀보자고

So what you gonna do?

I been trying all my life

To separate the time (Hey)

In between the having it all

And giving it up, yeah (Hey)

I wonder what's in store

If I don't love it anymore (Hey)

Step between the having it all

And giving it up, yeah

I wanna start this out and say

I gotta get it off my chest

Got no anger, got no malice

Just a little bit of regret

Know nobody else will tell you

So there's some things I gotta say

Gonna jot it down and then get it out

And then I'll be on my way

No, you're not half the man you think that you are

And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs and cars

I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you

Cause you can't love nothin' unless there's somethin' in it for you

Oh, I feel so sorry

I feel so sad

I tried to help you

It just made you mad

And I had no warnin'

About who you are

I'm just glad I made it out without breakin' down

And then ran so fuckin' far

That you would never ever touch me again

Won't see your alligator tears

Cause, no, I've had enough of them

Let me start this off by sayin'

I really meant well from the start

Take a broken man right in my hands

And then put back all his parts

But you're not half the man you think that you are

And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, girls and cars

I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you

Cause you can't love nothin' unless there's somethin' in it for you

Oh, I feel so sorry (I feel so sorry)

I feel so sad (I feel so sad)

I tried to help you (I tried to help you)

It just made you mad

And I had no warnin' (I had no warnin')

About who you are ('bout who you)

Just glad I made it out without breakin' down

Oh, I feel so sorry (I feel so sorry)

I feel so sad (I feel so sad)

I tried to help you (I tried to help you)

It just made you mad

And I had no warnin' (I had no)

About who you are ('bout who you)

Bout who you are

Hey

Hey

Hey

Hey

Cause you're not half the man you think that you are

And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs and cars

I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you

Cause you can't love nothin' unless there's somethin' in it for you

I feel so sad

You should be sad

You should be

You should be sad

You should be

You should be

You should be

I spent a long time

Watering a plant made out of plastic

And I curse the ground for growing green

I spent a long time

Substituting honest with sarcastic

And I curse my tongue for being mean

Weightless, breathless restitute

Motionless and absolute

He cut me open

Sucked the poison from an aging wound

Now fifty thousand walking deads

Would cower at this small brunette

It's a nice surprise knowing six feet high

Would reach and grab the moon if I should ask

Or just imply that I want you to be more light

So I could look inside his eyes

And get the colors just right

Just right, just right

Just

But love built, God built provinces

Built calluses, break promises

Cause I could never hold a perfect thing

And not demolish it

What am I thinking? What does this mean?

How could somebody ever love me?

Talk to your man, tell him he's got bad news coming

I'm my own biggest enemy

Yeah, all my empathy's a disaster

Feelin' somethin' like a scaly thing

Wrapped too tightly 'round my own master

My friends are gettin' bored of me

Sayin' I fell in love with a stranger

I don't know what they all think of me

But in reality I don't even

Remember anything but thinkin' you're the one

And I can force a future like it's nothin', so I

Just hate everybody

Well then why can't I go home without somebody?

And really I could fall in love with anybody

Who don't want me, so I just keep sayin'

I hate everybody

But maybe I, maybe I don't

I know I've got a tendency

To exaggerate what I'm seein'

And I know that it's unfair on me

To make a memory

Out of a feelin'

It's 'cause I notice every single thing

That's ever happening in the moment

And I don't know why it's consumin' me

Because honestly all I know is—

Infatuations, observation with a cause

But none of it is love so while I'm waitin' for it

I'll hate everybody

Well then why can't I go home without somebody?

And really I could fall in love with anybody

Who don't want me, so I just keep sayin'

I hate everybody

But maybe I, maybe I don't

If I could make you love me

Maybe you could make me love me

And if I can't make you love me

Then I'll just hate everybody

Everybody

Well then why can't I go home without somebody?

And really I could fall in love with anybody

Who don't want me, so I just keep sayin'

I hate everybody

But maybe I, maybe I don't

They told me once, nothing grows

When a house ain't a home

Is it true, honestly

When it's all a part of me?

A couple years of waiting rooms

Finding God, and losing too

Wanna scream, but what's the use?

Lyin' awake, and I stare at the door

I just can't take it no more

They told me it's useless, there's no hope in store

But somehow I just want you more

I want you more

Somehow, I just want you more

I want you more

Somehow, I just want you more

Wooden floors and little feet

A flower bud in concrete

Feelin' so incomplete

Wonder will we ever meet?

And would you know it right away

How hard I try to see your face?

A little screen, a photograph, mine to take

I sit and I stare at your clothes in the drawer

I cry and my knuckles get sore

Cause I still believe it won't be like before

And now somehow I just want you more

I want you more

Somehow, I just want you more

I want you more

Somehow, I just want you more

And when you decide it's your time to arrive

I've loved you for all of my life

And nothing could stop me from giving a try

I've loved you for all of my life

Loved you more

Somehow, I still love you more

Love you more

Somehow, I still love you more

Darling, I just left the bar

And I've misplaced all my credit cards

My self preservation and all of my reservations

Are sitting and contemplatin' what to do with me, do with me

Think I took it way too far

And I'm stumbling drunk, getting in a car

My insecurities are hurting me

Someone, please come and flirt with me

I really need a mirror that'll come along and tell me that I'm fine

I do it every time

I keep on hanging on the line

Ignoring every warning sign

Come on and make me feel alright again

Cause it's 3am

And I'm calling everybody that I know

And here we go again

While I'm running through the numbers in my phone

And yeah I'll take fake moans and dial tones

Let 'em spill right down the microphone

I need it digital

Cause, baby, when it's physical

I end up alone, end up alone

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I need it digital

Cause, baby, when it's physical

I end up alone, end up alone

Every night I wanna live in color through a white-blue screen

I got a technicolor vision going vivid in my white-blue jeans

I know it's complicated 'cause everyone that I've dated

Says they hate it 'cause they don't know what to do with me, do with me

Know that my identity's always gettin' the best of me

I'm the worst of my enemies and I don't really know what to do with me

Yeah, I don't really know what to do with me

I keep on hangin' on the line

Ignoring every warning sign

Come on and make me feel alright again

Cause it's 3am

And I'm calling everybody that I know

And here we go again

While I'm running through the numbers in my phone

And yeah I'll take fake moans and dial tones

Let 'em spill right down the microphone

I need it digital

Cause, baby, when it's physical

I end up alone, end up alone

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I need it digital

Cause, baby, when it's physical

I end up alone, end up alone

I'm reckless, treated like a necklace

Take a different version and I try it on for size

With everybody that I know

And will you please pick up the fucking phone?

Cause it's 3am

And I'm calling everybody that I know

And here we go again

While I'm running through the numbers in my phone

And yeah I'll take fake moans and dial tones

Let 'em spill right down the microphone

I need it digital

Cause baby when it's physical

I end up alone, end up alone

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I need it digital

Cause baby when it's physical

I end up alone

Standing now, in the mirror that I built myself

And I can't remember why the decision wasn't mine

But it seems I'm only clingin' to an idea now

Took my heart and sold it out to a vision that I wrote myself

And I don't wanna be somebody in America, just fighting the hysteria

I only wanna die someday

Someday, someday

When I burst into flames

I'll leave you the dust, my love

Hope a bit of it'll be enough to help remember the

Days when we came to this place

I told you I'd spill my guts, I left you to clean it up

I'm burstin' out of the

Seems like now it's impossible to work this out

I'm so committed to an old ghost town

Is it really that strange if I always want a change?

And if only the time and space between us wasn't lonely

I'd disintegrate into a thousand pieces

Think I'm makin' a mistake, but if I decide to break

Who will fill the empty space? Oh

And now, if I figure this out

Apart from my beatin' heart

It's a muscle, but it's still not strong enough to carry the

Weight of the choices I've made

I told you I'd ride this out

It's gettin' harder every day somehow

I'm burstin' out of myself

Too many guys think I'm a concept, or

I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive

I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin' for my own piece of mind

Don't assign me yours

Don't chain your innocence

A shiny badge, a suit to match

Bit my nails down so they wouldn't scratch

But who believes in needs like these?

I'll take two of them, please

With soft skin, soft as all these

Beautiful laps and beautiful thighs

They always kept me up at night

But I can't change my appetite

Cause your pussy is a wonderland

And I could be a better man

It doesn't matter to me

Your pussy is a wonderland

And I could be a better man

It doesn't matter to me

Cause he and she is her

And her and he are love

And I have never felt the difference

Cause he and she is her

And her and he are love

A child in all these labels

And my girl, she always wore a skirt in the classroom

Eatin' my dessert in the bathroom

Can't get caught so we stiller than a statue

Bad news, think I'll prolly die before I have you

Soft skin, soft as all these

Beautiful laps and beautiful thighs

They always kept me up at night

But l live for lovin' in the light

Cause your pussy is a wonderland

And I could be a better man

It doesn't matter to me

Yeah, your pussy is a wonderland

And I could be a better man

It doesn't matter to me (Hey, yeah)

Cause he and she is her

And her and he are love

And I have never felt the difference

Cause he and she is her

And her and he are love

A child in all these labels

Cause he and she is her

And her and he are love

And I have never felt the difference

Cause he and she is her

And her and he are love

A child in all these labels

You're killing people

No, I'm killing boys

Boys are just placeholders, they come and they go

You're my best friend, and I wanna help you

But I won't let you kill again, that's a lose-lose

Told me pick my battles and be picking 'em wise

But I wanna pick 'em all and I don't want to decide

No more, no more, anymore

So we'll sneak in the back

And then we'll kick in the door

Tell me have you ever keyed a Ferrari before?

Oh no, oh I don't anymore

And I'm not breaking, I won't take it

And I won't ever feel this way again

Cause you don't need me anymore, ooh whoa

And I won't ever try again

And all I want in return is revenge

Cause I don't need you anymore, ooh whoa

So where do you go?

Pull up to the drive and I remember the codes

Yeah, the only fucking numbers you don't hide in your phone

No more, no more, anymore

Climb up to the window and I'm breaking the glass

Then I stop 'cause I don't wanna Uma Thurman your ass

No more, no more, anymore

And I'm not breaking, I won't take it

And I won't ever feel this way again

Cause you don't need me anymore, ooh whoa

And I won't ever try again

And all I want in return is revenge

Cause I don't need you anymore, ooh whoa

So where do you go?

When I don't need you anymore

And I don't need you

Your eyes are fragile and timeless

It's beautiful

There's power in the words you whisper

You treat your corner so mindless

But he don't see the setting sun

Your eyes are open when you kiss him

Your eyes are drawn to the worthless

Usual, the towers in your world are sinking

And if you're looking for signs then

You should know there's power in the words you're thinking

Talk to your man, tell him he got bad news coming

Walk on the edge with someone new

Talk to your man, tell him we made some good time loving

You can take a chance, come take my hand

Well who am I? I'm almost 25

Can't remember half the time that I've been alive

Cause half was in a cheap apartment

And half was on the Eastside

They said don't, "Don't meet your heroes

They're all fucking weirdos"

And God knows that they were right

Because nobody loves you, they just try to fuck you

Then put you a feature on the B-side

And who do you call when it's late at night?

When the headlines just don't paint the picture right

When you look at yourself on a screen and say

Oh my God, there's no way that's me

And I, I quit smoking, well recently I tried

And I bought another house and I never go outside

And I remember this girl with pink hair in Detroit

What she told me

She said, "Ashley you gotta promise us that you won't die

Cause we need you" and honestly I think that she lied

And I remember the names of every single kid I've met

But I forget half the people who I've gotten in bed

And I've stared at the sky in Milwaukee

And hoped that my father would finally call me

And it's just these things that I'm thinking for hours

And I'm picking my hair out in clumps in the shower

I lost the love of my life to an ivory powder

But then I realize that I'm no higher power

That I wasn't in love then and I'm still not now

And I'm so happy I figured that out

I've got a long way to go until self-preservation

Think my moral compass is on a vacation

And I can't believe I still feed my fucking temptation

And I'm still looking for my salvation

Soft and slow, watch the minutes go

Count out loud so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself

Watch the minutes go

Count out loud so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself

I think I have a confession to make (so we know you don't) I have to say I was really born at 9:26, it's on my birth certificate I'm a liar, I'm a fucking liar

Soft and slow, watch the minutes go

Count out loud so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself

I bet you're from out West somewhere

Hazel eyes and dark brown hair

And everything you wear fits you just right

I bet you drink martinis dry

And never let him see you cry

I bet you're more promiscuous than I

I bet you're bold, I bet that's why

You seem to occupy his mind

I bet you're smart

But do you know about me?

(Is it you?)

Is it me? Is it you?

Tell me who

Who's the other girl?

Who's the first? Who's the fool?

Who's the diamond? Who's the pearl?

Are you mad? Me too

And I wonder in his world

Is it me? Is it you?

Who's the other girl?

Who's gonna put on the red dress

Scarlet letter on her chest

Can't love with this on her conscience

Tell me who's the other girl, girl, girl, girl

Are you the one he's talkin' to

When he gets up and leaves the room

And comes back with a distance in his eyes?

Maybe I should be the one to leave

But damn, when he starts lovin' me

He makes me think I'm all that's on his mind

Is it me? Is it you?

Tell me who

Who's the other girl?

Who's the first? Who's the fool?

Who's the diamond? Who's the pearl?

Are you mad? Me too

And I wonder in his world

Is it me? Is it you?

Who's the other girl?

Who's gonna put on the red dress

Scarlet letter on her chest

Can't love with this on her conscience

Tell me who's the other girl, girl, girl, girl

I bet you're cool, I bet that's why

You seem to occupy his time

I bet by now

You know about me

And you know about me

Is it me? (Is it me?) Is it you? (Is it you?)

Tell me who

Who's the other girl?

Who's the first? (Who's the first?) Who's the fool? (Who's the fool?)

Who's the diamond? Who's the pearl?

Are you mad? (Are you mad?) Me too (me too)

And I wonder in his world

Is it me? (Is it me?) Is it you? (Is it you?)

Who's the other girl?

Who's gonna put on the red dress

Scarlet letter on her chest

Can't love with this on her conscience

Tell me who's the other girl, girl, girl, girl

Wanna believe, wanna believe

That you don't have a bad bone in your body

But the bruises on your ego make you go wild, wild, wild, yeah

Wanna believe, wanna believe

That even when you're stone-cold, you're sorry

Tell me why you gotta be so outta your mind, yeah

I know you're chokin' on your fears

Already told you I'm right here

I will stay by your side every night

I don't know why you hide from the one

And close your eyes to the one

Mess up and lie to the one that you love

When you know you can cry to the one

Always confide in the one

You can be kind to the one that you love

I know you need, I know you need

The upper hand even when we aren't fighting

Cause in the past, you had to prepare every time, yeah

Don't wanna leave, don't wanna leave

But if you're gonna fight, then do it for me

I know you're built to love, but broken now, so just try, yeah

I know you're chokin' on your fears

Already told you I'm right here

I will stay by your side every night

I don't know why you hide from the one

And close your eyes to the one

Mess up and lie to the one that you love

When you know you can cry to the one

Always confide in the one

You can be kind to the one that you love

I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair

Going sick in the head, tryna get you there

And I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair

It's not fair

I don't know why you hide from the one

And close your eyes to the one

Mess up and lie to the one that you love

When you know you can cry to the one

Always confide in the one

You can be kind to the one that you love

When you know you can cry to the one

Always confide in the one

You can be kind to the one that you love