Dead
All I want in life is to be happy, happy
All I want in life is to be happy, happy
All I want in life is to be happy, happy
All I want in life is to be happy, happy
It seems funny to me...
How fucked things can be...
Every time I get ahead...
I feel more dead.
Falling Away From Me
Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time has gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes that's okay
Do what others say
I'm here standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Day is here fading
That's when I'm insane
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say
It's gonna be better tomorrow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Falling away from me
It's spinning 'round and 'round
Falling away from me
It's lost and can't be found
Falling away from me
It's spinning 'round and 'round
Falling away from me
Throw it down
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Twisting me
They won't go away
So I pray
Go away
Life's falling away from me
It's falling away from me
Life's falling away from me
Fuck!
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Trash
How did it start? Well, I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh
And it's just there for the taking
These little girls
They make me feel so goddamn exhilarated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
The pain that I'm just erasing
I tell my lies and I despise every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings, I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why it hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you
And make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away
I tell my lies and I despise every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings, I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I tell my lies and I despise every second I'm with you
I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings, I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away (I hate)
just thrown you away
(I) just thrown you away
(I) just thrown you away
(I) just thrown you away
4 U
This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think it's about me
I'm about to break
This is my fate
Am I still damned to a life
Of misery and hate?
You will never know
What I've done for you
What you all
Put me through
I do it for you
I could have never lived
If it wasn't for you
Beg For Me
Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed, there is evil in my head
Everyone, just let me be
Because when I hit the stage, it is gone and I am free
Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Tell me, how could this be?
I am going insane, and I could not have my pain
Everyone, please let me be
Because when I hit the stage, it is gone, and I am free
Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
I feel the shame, I'm not insane
The things I feel now aren't the same
Who gives a fuck if my life sucks?
I just know one day I won't give up
Everyone, just let me be
Everyone, just let me be
Everyone, just let me be
Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
Be there for me
Be there for me
Be there for me
Be there for me
Make Me Bad
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much shit around me such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games, instead it's all the same
I want something to do, need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad
All I do is look for you, another fix, you need it too
Just to get some sort of attention, attention
What does it mean to you, for me, it's something I just do
I want something, I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad (Does it make me bad?)
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again (Does it make me bad?)
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad
(Does it make me bad?)
(Does it make me bad?)
(Does it make me bad?)
(Does it make me bad?).
It's Gonna Go Away
Ooh, fuck, fuck
Fuck, I got this bad cold
Yeah, I let it up, let it up, let it up
I let it up
I don't want this to go away (go away)
It's gonna go away (I'm so scared)
It's gonna go away (I can't think of going on)
It's gonna go away (we all crumble)
It's gonna go away (we crumble under pressure)
It's gonna go away (pressure)
It's gonna go away (pressure)
It's gonna go away (live it up, live it up)
It's gonna go away (live it up)
It's gonna go away
It's gonna go away (it's gonna go away)
It's gonna go away (it's gonna go away)
It's gonna go away (it's gonna go away)
It's gonna go away (it's gonna go)
It's gonna go away (it's gonna go away)
Wake Up
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Each day more frightening.
All of us wanna die.
The pressure's tightening.
I don't even want to try.
Should I take all the stupid bullshit.
What makes them think they can get away with it.
I'm not happy.
I wish they just...
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play for.
No more fighting!!
I swear I'm gonna leave.
Talking shit to spite me.
I wish we just.
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play for.
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play for.
Remember what we play for.
Remember what we play for.
Am I Going Crazy
Am I going crazy?
Am I insane and dazed?
Am I too lost to face it?
And what will it cost to escape?
Nothing is right
I'm so scared
Hey Daddy
Let me see, all my life has been taken
This demon haunts me
They're waiting, help me
You fuck me up, I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up when I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
Hey, daddy, they are taking me away
Putting things in me
My soul, they're eating, please help me
You fuck me up, I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up when I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
They tell me this thing inside of me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
But I'm not gonna listen
You fuck me up, I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up when I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
You fuck me up, I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up when I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
Hey, daddy!
Hey, daddy!
Hey, daddy!.
Somebody Someone
I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all the love you hide
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends
I need somebody, someone
Can't somebody help me?
All I need is to be
Loved just for me
Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing
I need somebody, someone
Can't somebody help me?
All I need is to be
Loved just for me
I look, I sign
I need someone
Inside to help me out
With what?
I'm trying, I'm crying, I'm prying
In a pile of shit
I'm dying, I'm dying
I'm dying
I need somebody (someone)
Somebody (somebody)
Someone
I need somebody (someone)
Somebody (somebody)
Someone
Someone
No Way
Lately, things won't go my way
Lately, everything is gray
It feels like something
It feels like nothing
So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way
So I'm angry for today
Anger's the only thing I've made
It feels like something
No, it's nothing
So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way
To live this way
Hating, feeling, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but keep from falling
To the place where people call me
I can't wait to give them
These feelings of hating
Keeping inside me for all to take
Picking at me, they're ripping at me
Ripping at me
So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way
So I came too far
(To the place where people haunt me) To end up this way
(I can't help but keep from falling) Feeling like I'm God
(To the place where people call me) Feeling there's no way
To live this way
Live this way
Let's Get This Party Started
Man is crying, takes me to a certain place
Which I don't often find
I see a family walking, always thinking
Of being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down in a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me, please give me some of it back
The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake, I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I give to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane
Time is ticking, it makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia surrounds me
Everyone I see is out to get me
So I fall face down in a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me, please give me some of it back
The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake, I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I give to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane
You make me feel insane
You make me feel insane (let's get)
You make me feel insane (this party)
You make me feel insane (started)
You make me feel insane (started)
You make me feel insane
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake, I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I give to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane
Wish You Could Be Me
I am going insane, this shit is all about pain
I cannot maintain as the shit ozzes out of my brain
I wish you could be me, and then this you would see
How tired I am and how she kept the best of me
At least you could look at me while you are raping me
You are taking my life and sellin' it tee hee
Why should I complain? At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now and it doesn't blot my fame
I am going insane, this shit is all about pain
I cannot maintain as the shit ozzes out of my brain
I wish you could be me, and then this you would see
How tired I am and how she kept the best of me
At least you could look at me while you're raping me
At least you could look at me while you're raping me
You fucking pussy
Counting
[Verse 1]
I can't bare to face what's growing in my head
Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I still guess you do
One day you'll beg for me
[Chorus]
So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my pain
You will be there counting
[Verse 2]
You just see me as something you throw around
You aren't there for me
Beaten down to the ground, yes it always seems
You take more from me
[Chorus]
So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my pain
You will be there counting
[Bridge]
It's funny how it gets started
They get their money grubbing fingers on you
They get your money, and the girls, and the fame
I only do it for the fun and for games
It's funny how it gets started
They get their money grubbing fingers on you
They get your money, and the girls, and the fame
I only do it for the fun, that's my game
[Chorus]
So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my pain
You will be there counting
So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all this pain
You will be there counting
Dirty
Keep knocking
No one's there
Pouring down
Near be felt
I'm out here, by myself, all alone
Ready to blow my head off
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see the world through my eyes
Each day is the same
I just wanna laugh again
Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
I feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty
I'm out here, by myself, all alone
Ready to blow my head off
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see the world through my eyes
Each day is the same
I just wanna laugh again
Just wanna laugh again
I'll take it
I'll take it
I will take it
Give it to me
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
(I will take it)
Dirty little fuck
(I will take it)
You dirty little fuck
(I will take it)
Dirty little fuck
(I will take)
You dirty little fuck
(It)
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see the world through my eyes
Each day is the same
I just wanna laugh again
I just wanna laugh again
I just wanna laugh again
Just wanna laugh again
Just wanna laugh again.